well, semalam anep datang dekat kedai..makan kat kedai aku... then dalam kitorang tengah borak2 tue dea cakap"kawan aku suruh minta permission sayang,nak bawak aku ke birthday party kawan dea." so aku pon cakap" kawan lelaki or perempuan?" dea jawab"perempuan." so nak tanye aku samada aku bagi ke tak..Subhanallah..aku confious..ikut kan rase dalam hati,nk kate "tak boleh".. but bile pikirkan aku tahu perangai dea macamana so aku jawab" ikut sayang lah.kalau sayang nak pergi,pergi jelah.." im not sure what kind of that birthday party.. a simple birthday party or "else"so im quit confius..how? im confious becoz of...aku tak suka,tak percaya,or what? Ya Allah,negative thinking please leave me..Positive please coming... aku tak nak negative thinking datang..
what shud i do?? is there have any idea that i can allow him to go that birthday party without any suspicious? it's not because of jealous but... a bit jealous. ok ok... InsyaAllah,kuatkan semangat.set in my mind..NO SUSPICIOUS!!! NO SUSPECT ANY NEGATIVE THINKING..please...
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