:: little secret diary ::

diary si gadis M....

(M for MALANG,Maybe...)

good morning..good morning..yeah..good morning... mood arinie,tak ade semangat sangat. it's ok.aku coba cri balik semangat aku. :) "i know how u feel, my ownself. but be strong.. ok?"(nasihat diri sendiri) now i have to get some rest..mind rest,heart rest,suma pon rest lah..rest means,beri peluang bukan untuk diri sendiri,tapi beri peluang untuk orang laen. aku tau aku tak mampu,so try buka mata seluas2nya untuk yg mampu.. let me live with my own life..

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I’m never gonna be good

Enough for you

I can’t pretend that

I’m alright

And you can’t change me

‘Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

Now it’s just too late

And we can’t go back

I’m sorry

I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be

My hero?

All the days

You spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don’t

Care anymore

(CURRENTLY LISTEN ON RADIO : MORE THAN WORDS BY EXTREME)

to be someone like somebody else,it's not easy. means,you are not accept me,infront your eyes.but you want somebody else dekat diri aku. when u said "everyone have their effort to do anything just because to be like somebody else,why not you.i really want you be like them." u cant see,macamana keadaan aku bila tahu,macamana perasaan aku,and kau nak tahu apa yang aku cakap dalam hati? " kau mesti senang hati and seronok tengok orang lain yang kau idam,but bukan aku yang sedia ada di depan mata kau,yang selalu berdiri depan kau untuk tengok diri aku sebab aku bukan idaman kau.Now i know..." bisik hati aku yang sepi...*SIGH* aku tahan rasa hati yang macam nak pecah sebab terlalu memendam perasaan. bile sampai satu tahap,seseorang tue macam dah lost hope, hati dea mesti akan jadi kosong and and and and... ummm.... she cry... pujuk hati sendiri. IM NOT PERFECT.. I CANT BE 100% PERFECT.PLEASE ACCEPT ME THE WAY I ARE.WHY PEOPLE CANT GIVE ME A CHANCES TO BE MYSELF? thank god aku bukan seorang yg cacat.macamana kalau aku senasib dengan orang kurang upaya macam mereka? mesti sekali sekali imbas pon kau takkan terima aku,kan? :) i know...