:: Back for good or Bad? ::

mood : pretend happy

current songs : insatiable by Daren hayes

aku tatau apa yg aku nak type..please,pray a good things to me.. today, aku terasa sgt down..if INI ketentuanNya,please pray for my strength..it's really2 killing me softly.. i cannot pretend anymore.. every minute aku cuma "pretend" even aku senyum,aku tak boleh tipu diri and keadaan yg sebenarnya aku tersangat....sedeh...as human being,aku tak boleh lari kalau tak....nangis... izzit the best way for me..to cry...? lagi aku tahan,lagi aku tikam hati aku sendiri,lagi aku sakit. i won't answer all the question..coz my answer is still the same.aku nak dengar jawapan secara terang depan aku,dengan tlinga aku,dari mulut sendiri,then im back off.. paling normal,aku akan menanges,aku akan down,terseksa..as i deserved it before.